Tuesday, March 29, 2005

World peace

The noble and politically correct thing to say when asked: 'What is your dream?' question. World peace.

Simply put,
World peace = Peace with God + Peace with yourself + Peace with others

There was peace until sin came along.

If we are not at peace or not reconciled with God in this fallen world, can we still be at peace with ourselves? I figured not. And without the former two, we cannot attain peace with others. People resort to violence and end up hurting others and themselves. And thus, no world peace.

When will there be world peace? Until Jesus returns for the reconciled. Until all have seen and heard the glory of God and be reconciled with Him. Till then, try as hard as you may, there will never be world peace.

Just a thought inspired by Miss Congeniality, Gracie Hart.

Monday, March 28, 2005

Purpose of your journey

A friend sent me this and I find it so apt for a friend of Ty and mine. Timmy, hope you're reading this. We love you and so does God.

I wish and pray that as you walk through this earth
You do so in the best of health and with minimal mishaps
That you understand with increasing clarity the purpose of the journey
The significance of each bend and awkward turn along the way.
That you accept falling as part of the adventure
And do not fall into the same hole more than once.

That you walk gently
And in peace
And that with each step
A cool breeze blows
A flower blossoms.
And that with each passing mile
you grow stronger, wiser and lovelier.


Have a happy birthday, my friend. ("j)

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Miracle for my Ohano

My parents came to church! *beams*

I accompany them through Ty's church service cum water baptism at Faith Community Baptist Church (FCBC) and then had dinner last Saturday. Though I had to rush to and fro SIS, it was worth it.

It's a miracle that Ty & I have been praying for and a promise that we've been holding onto. "...who will tell you words by which you and all your household will be saved." - Acts 11:14

Salvation is in the Lord's timing but surely at hand.

Dearest Ty aka Isaiah,

Congrats, my dear! I'm so proud of you and extremely glad that you've made your stand in God and especially in the the presence and with the blessings of Mom & Dad. I was touched and couldn't hold back my tears while I stood stretching out my hands praying for you. And there we sat together as a family, short of Eunice, in a church service. Wow! And I am believing for more miracles to come...

It's truly with the death of our foreseed, granny, that something more beautiful and precious has come forth. We now yearn for more time and communication with one another, which we had very very little of in the past years. I am glad that we have moved thus far.

I'm also glad to have met your leaders, Angus and Joshua, and your bunch of retards as you call them. I'm sorry for being critical about the ushering standards and for laughing at the baptism pool that so resembles a fish tank and that Dad so wanted to bring home for his aquarium! =P I should only be grateful to fellow Christians there who take care of you and make sure you're spiritually fed. =)

Continue to love God and shine through your talents!

Love ya,
Sista

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Impossible without you

A long overdue blog that's coincidentally long too.

The serving experience at the Healing Crusade with Benny Hinn was a tremendous one, and it stretched and strengthened me in many ways - physically with the grace of God, mentally and spiritually. I was positioned at one of the main entrances of the Singapore Indoor Stadium (SIS) for traffic duty - something that I have never done before and so, it was on the job training for three full days and I love it!

In the Old Testament, ushers were called "gatekeepers"; I was truly one. Their ministry was so important that they were given living quarters at the Temple; We should be given space and liberty to stay overnight 'cos we spent more time there than anywhere else. According to I Chronicles 9, their duties included the opening of the temple every morning, the care and protection of all the precious vessels, the preparation of certain food items used in ritual sacrifices, and guarding the temple; It's basically everything that's not covered under other ministries! I love how Tizane stood for Ivy, our usher, and the ministry by rebuking a CG member of Ivy when he teased her about collecting busing coupons - "We are big people who can do small things, what about you?" =)

Despite having gone through the heat of the sun (now I'm peeling like a snake) and the heat of the congregation, I am privileged to be given opportunities to greet and meet people upfront; whether to answer simple queries or face unreasonable complaints, I consider it molding.

Despite serving, we as ushers were touched by the Lord as well. We will not be shortchanged by the Lord for the Scripture says, "You shall not muzzle an ox while it treads out the grain," and, "The laborer is worthy of his wages." - 1 Timothy 5:18

I thank God for the wonderful team of leaders I worked with and not forgetting the stand-in-the-gappers, the Security ministry. It's all about teamwork and it certainly would not have been made possible without you.

Last weekend when we returned to serve in our Jurong West premises, I saw that we have truly broken through and forth. I witnessed ushers who were passive by nature ushered with urgency and assertiveness. I am so pleased and I thank God for the transformation in us. Oh, how I love to serve... We are moving up to the next level. I pray that we will continue to stand and run together as a people, a ministry, a church. With God, nothing is impossible!

And here we come running back to SIS for 3 Easter services, while our expectancy grows in our hearts to overcome the National Stadium next year! *feels my goosebumps stand and drop all over the floor* How excit-less life will be without God!

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

World Water Day

We are blessed in this part of the world.

When you think about the unfortunate, would you consider to give again?

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Lite stuff

Raine, Dingrong, Jiayi and me were on the train home last night and were looking through Dingrong's reference text on tsunami. The last part of the book talks about the various causes and kinds of tsunami: earthquakes, landslides, volcanic eruptions, and comets and meteoroids.

Jiayi: Comets are dying stars... losing their flame...
Jan: Yea, I've seen a meteor rain before... so beautiful...
DR: Me too... after my A Levels a few years back...
Raine: Hmmmm, I wonder where comets go...
Jan: They're destructive yea.. Well, some collide into one another... others crash into cellulites...
*Raine & Jan broke out into laughter*
Jan: Hahaha, sorry.. I mean satellites... ...
*LOL somemore...*
Jiayi: Think you're as siao as Huiming liao...


Ming says I have been affected by the Angel disease... *violently shakes head cos Jan can spell better* And hey, it'd be good if cellulites can really be burnt off.. non-destructively, of course! =P

Friday, March 18, 2005

Be filled

Reading Tim LaHaye's 'Why You Act the Way You Do' has blessed me tremendously and I am not even halfway through the book. It dawned upon me that whichever temperament I am, the most important thing at the end of the day is allowing the Holy Spirit to fill me and control me. That is being Spirit-filled. Knowing my predominant and secondary temperaments only helps understand my own strengths and weaknesses, and how not to allow the natural man to stand in the way of God's work in us.

So with that realisation, during CG worship yesterday, I told the Lord, "I don't care whether I am D, I, S or C... I just want Your presence and I want to be filled by You." Then I felt a peace I never felt and knew before. I believe it was "the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus." - Philippians 4:7

Funnily, my CGL, Bro Robin, was so keen to find out what temperament I am over supper... (just after I told God I don't care what temperament I am) and insisted that I am a Phlegmatic aka 'S' (which I am so convinced that I am NOT).

A funny observation he made: He finds me very engaged at times but soon after be found lost in my own world - like a tortoise in her own shell. *lol* And I can still argue that I'm a flexible one and still know what goes on outside the shell. What an oxymoron, Ming exclaims. She agrees that I am Phleg (besides being very Melancholy). I say: I don't know why I'm so resistant to being 'S' when I keep saying I need and want to be more 'S' when my secondary temperament could well be 'S'.

Stripped bare, I am just an unmotivated, depressed slacker.
But I thank God 'cos I now live for Him.

"But when the Holy Spirit controls our lives, he will produce this kind of fruit in us: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. Here there is no conflict with the law. - Galatians 5:22-24 (NLT)

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Thank you

I started tracking the pageloads and profile of this blog's visitors within the recent few days, using a free web statistical service to test its functionality and effectiveness I intended to use for a site I created for work.

It's totally surprising and scary to find that folks from the other parts of the world and don't know me actually read my stuff. It amazes me when they say they appreciate and are blessed by my writings! I am very encouraged.

So to all of my avid readers, a big 'thank you' from the bottom of my heart... and I'd like to see more tagging and commenting instead of a quiet visit. *winks*

Let's blog on!

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

8855 exposed

During the leadership of Caiyun in my section two years ago, Bro Francis (85) will usually be on hall duty with us. We found him exceptionally cool, suave and charming... then somehow, the 8855 Fan Club was formed inexplicitly by three pioneer members - Kwang, Tizane and yours truly. Gradually, the admiration continued quietly in our hearts and the fan club thingy died down.

I recently found such resemblance between 85 and Davin Samuel when I first caught sight the latter in Service 6 - the service that I now regularly attend. I made a fool out of myself 'cos I think I stared at him a few times, thinking I can answer that vexing question myself.

So I finally couldn't help but asked 81 if 85 has a brother whilst "nua-ing" at the church office's reception area after Sunday oscar - in the presence of 83 and four section leaders. I can only say I chose the wrong time to ask that question. It kicked start a conversation about the fan club and drove across a subtle idea that I am secretly carrying a touch for 85! Omigosh. *shakes head*

Here's for your LOL...

Jan: Does 85 have a brother?
81: Hmmmm, I think he has two sisters... Why lei?
(85 walked towards us...)
81: Hey, Francis... you've got a fan here and she wants your biography... *Jan glurps & wishes the couch she was "nua-ing" on can swallow her up*
85: You want my biography ah..

81: Eh, you've got a fan club and 3 members lei.. *Jan shrinks & covers her own face*
85: *smiles*
你们也是很失败,开fan club才三个人罢了...
*Jan shrinks even more & wish she can pull Kwang & Ti out of the room to face this together*
85: *grins* So does the 3 fans include you? *shoots a glimpse at me*
Jan: *tries to evade the question* Erm, 2 are inside... *points to the room*


You realise I only asked one question and answered one question too. And so, the embarrassment continues while curiosity killed the cat. I'm a dead and exposed one.

At the end of the day, I still did not get my question answered. Though I know it is quite apparent that they are not brothers. But I still want people to agree with me that both of them really look alike.

Just yesterday, I saw Davin in Ming's Friendster, and thus...

Jan: Ming, you know Davin? Don?t ya think he looks like 85?!
Ming: Huh, u mean Davin Samuel ah. Of cos he dun look like 85! Davin is so good looking!
Jan: =(
Raine: ahahahha..... he doesn't look like 85..... 85 more charming... ahahahha... am such supporter of fellow cg member. :) then again, its Francis lah
Jan: I shall put all that in my blog..
Raine: *flip*..... stare blankly at Jan
Jan: Ah, why lei? Ming shall flip even more cos she says Davin more good looking than 85!
Raine: ahahahhahaha... true true. :P


Good entertainment eh.

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Kudos to Women!

Let the rights and the voices of women be heard.

More information about International Women's Day at:

Sunday, March 06, 2005

It's not about me

At the end of the day, I know it's not about me... but I jus need to express it out. I unloaded my pain and disappointments unto Sand over a span of 30 mins, at one go. She empathised and tolerated the notorious 'D' retching of Jan... My patient leader and friend indeed.

The poetry expression is extremely refined. Very Sand-ish, because 'refined' is the word to describe the way she (and Bea) conveyed my frustrations and implemented a way which will hopefully make my walk less arduous (and boil my blood less often). Though I feel it justifies and represents little of what we originally felt, I am glad that my leaders are with me and inject positive thoughts across despite the situation.

I'm walking, still walking... I feel weary 'cos I see no other supposedly supporting pillar walking with me. Nonetheless, I look to my Tower, Refuge and Pillar of Strength Whose grace is sufficient for me and Him who walks with me.

"Yes, physically tired, but not weary in spirit - nor defeated in mindset."
~ Ming


Yes, this is where I want to return to.

It's all about You
Jesus
and all these is for You
For Your glory and Your sake
It's not about me
As if You should do things my way
You alone are God and I surrender


Jesus
Lover of my soul
All consuming fire is in Your gaze
Jesus
I want You to know
I will follow You all my days

No one else in history is like You
History itself belongs to You
Alpha and Omega
You have loved me
And I will share eternity with You

Saturday, March 05, 2005

Sentiments exactly

我从来不曾埋怨为何如此辛苦
但我却深深叹息为何你始终不变

Inspired & written instantly. A saturation point of frustrations.

Thursday, March 03, 2005

Postman Pat

I can't help but post this - sung and arranged by bro's friend, Andrew. I like what I hear and I'm totally amused. Very entertaining. And for those who can't hear the music, the lyrics won't make much sense la... =P

Postman Pat, Postman Pat,
Postman Pat and his black and white cat,
Early in the morning, Just as day is dawning,
He picks up all the post bags in his van.

Postman Pat, Postman Pat,
Postman Pat and his black and white cat,
All the birds are singing, and the day is just beginning.
Pat feels he's a really happy man.

Everybody knows his bright red van,
All his friends will smile as he waves to greet them,
Maybe... You can never be sure,
There'll be knock...[knock knock] Ring [ring ring]
Letters through your door.